implications of a birthday
10.18.04 (4:39 pm) [edit]today is not my birthday...
my birthday means nothin to me...i mean its not somethin like i don wanna celebrate it or so but over the years i ve learned to cope up with the feelin that there is nothin special in it...probably bein in home till now,where there was no big sentiment attahced to it, had helped me into this kinda thought...
to b honest i wud and did expect greetings from ppl who care...and it has come most of the time...and even in the few times, the few people who didnt come into terms with my expectation were forgiven...no, not forgiven...thats not the word...i never considered it a crime to be forgiven...
so it indeed was a suprise for me to see two birthday greetings mail from my colleagues...two people i had never even spoken too...then i realised...today is my official birthday, i mean its wat is there in the records and usin that they ve put up the news in a notice-board in the company...well wudnt i be suprised??